Bein a TRUE friend and a BETTER person by not fighting back and just walking away because  your not worth fighting for anymore.

For years now it’s always been me who would back off, when i’ve done nothing wrong, and it was me who had to witness his pain, and heartache, i was the only one who was there for him and got him to get back on his feet and to never give up, and it was me who truly cared about him never hurting him, not once…everything i did all these years was for him and him only, and when it came to this point where its happening all over again but this time the girl is nothing  more than an ex, and she demands him to stop talking to me or she wont talk to him anymore i couldn’t just sit and watch again, usually i would just back off like i always do if they were dating, but they’re  not so this time i wont back off and i don’t want to only because all shes doing is controlling him and stepping all over him and i’m not going to tolerate it, hes a good person with a good heart and has a lot going for him he deserves better… he doesn’t need this ungrateful bitch in his life because she doesn’t even give a fuck about him, i DO, i don’t know if we were destined to meet or destined to be friends or even be together but i feel as if my feelings for him could be more than just a crush, or even lust…because after pouring out all my feelings to him on why i disagree with his decision made me realize that its possible i could have  had feelings for him all this time but i was too blind to see it or realize it…my actions towards him is more than just friendship…a friendship can only last for so long, with limitations, but with mine its like there is no limit…i have so much patience towards him and not once have i ever got mad at him for anything…until now…

i think i should just back off, because obviously we’re not going to happen again and i feel like our friendship is going downhill now as well…

its funny how you think you know someone but in the end when you don’t give them what they want, their true self comes out and it’s not what you expect…